i can taste spring break
Sunday, 19 April 2015 @ 12:11 pm


(whoop, i need the semester to be over ASAP)

i hardly update, and i just. yeah i just need the semester to be over right about now, which is really close because i'm left with around one week plus of class and then it's finals. the thing is that i have two research paper due and i haven't even started one of them. screw finals, i only have one paper so it isn't much of a problem

so i'm trying to do up the statistics for my survey right now so i can write about my findings and analysis. not keen on doing it but i don't have a choice.

only plus point is that the next semester is summer semester which is just short and literally crash course, which is bad in a way but good in a sense that at least the pain is short. and then i'll be off to my third year of undergraduate life. oh god this is scary and i'm not ready to graduate.

alright the only thing driving me right now is spring break and also the family chalet right before the day of my final paper. i can't wait to bowl, since it's been too long.

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much feels. summer 3 hello.
Sunday, 6 July 2014 @ 9:48 pm



and i'm back from our chalet! that was me trying to convince people that i'm not running away from home (not that there's actually a backpack with my laptop behind me so......). chalet was fun and filled with sob i have no regrets. and kinda just didnt sleep for 24hrs, which i'd probably never do again.

side note that i also went to watch K: Missing Kings with laikuew and isabel and we shall not spoil but gdi NOT OKAY. gonna see how they are gonna continue from that point on because i demand that they continue it.

and i've been back into the hsj fandom recently and just, i have a lot of feels for yutoyama rn. that and yamada's going to be in the movie "Grasshopper" and he's gonna be "Cicada" and i'm totally gungho for it rn. he is perfect for that role and i'm not even complaining. and i'm really looking forward to how he's going to pull that role off. that and i've read parts of the manga and it's spin-off and i really love it (meaning that there's not much scanlation so i'm gonna get the whole bloody series because it's worth splurging for, both the manga, the character and yamada ryosuke).

and so that's all i did for my break between summer 1 and summer 3. and summer 3 is starting tomorrow. do you see how not ready i am rn.

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good bye summer1, hello to well earned week of rest
Tuesday, 1 July 2014 @ 12:17 am



and i am done with the first half of my summer semester! that is half a semester closer to becoming a year 2. and so i'm done with biopsychology's finals and we can only hope that i can pass this module so i wouldnt have to take it again. the only reason why i wore a dress for paper today was to increase my mood for the paper (just so i wouldnt be depressed). riko's logic for examination.

anyway what's over is over.

on the side note, pretty happy with fandom right now. can't believe i'm back on the roll in Hey! Say! JUMP fandom, and i'm loving them even more right now i wanna cry. basically started with having yutoyama fic exchange feels, since i participated and am one of the moderators. and then we had fic feels. and i managed to pull laikuew into fandom with fics and spammed her. no regrets. had a really fun time doing this tho, and i am going back into writing. look at how rusty my writing skills are right now.

on the side note, we all have pacific rim/AU feels now and i cannot.

CHALET ON FRIDAY AND I CANNOT WAIT TO SPEND CRAZY TIME TO MARATHON SHOWS WITH AWESOME PEOPLE I LOVE FROM UNIVERSITY. and then go and watch K: Missing Kings on Saturday.

this week will be a blast (and summer anime too~).

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midterms looming
Wednesday, 11 June 2014 @ 5:51 pm


{taken during taiwan trip 2013 June}

not exactly very keen on studying right now. mid terms is coming really quickly (like Friday), and i'm still trying very hard to cram concepts and terms into my brain right now. kind of studied until 3am in the morning and just ... i would've slept even later if i had something to eat. but no i didnt get anything to eat in the middle of the night because there was a lizard that park itself right in front of the fridge in the middle of the night so i cant get my food.

the only thing that i'm looking forward to would be that July is quickly approaching, and that i'm going to kukup, malaysia, this weekend! so yes, i was so happy that i get to run overseas right after my midterms so i can relax. but before that, midterms. and i have to make notes because the professor is testing the whole textbook at the finals.

such content.

and because of all the notes i have right now, i had to buy more paper for my binder from daiso just now. this is really convenient compared to writing paper imo. i mean ... my notes wouldnt be flying everywhere if i didnt file them properly for one. and then my file is a B5 so it's relatively tiny so yay! less weight (no i am kidding myself).

recently got two books from kinokuniya since the JEM store was having a 20% off for members~


new reads, 'the beauty of murder' by a. k. benedict and 'kafka on the shore' by haruki murakami.

i'm halfway through 'the beauty of murder' and since it's british english, i needed sometime to adapt (too much american english in school). as for haruki murakami's 'kafka on the shore', it's properly shelved right now. mental note that i have 'norwegian wood' but i've not read that ... yet (the most ridiculous thing is that i still have it wrapped in plastic). gonna bring one of them along to kukup and enjoy reading there since i wouldnt have internet access there. that or we are just gonna majong and eat seafood all throughout the weekend.

i shall be gone to study.

p/s: july july july july asdfghjkl and fall semester come soon (i wanna take up french 101!)

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life choices
Monday, 2 June 2014 @ 12:22 pm



this is a late post, but i went to the cvss girl guides alumni bbq on saturday. kind of funny since i was the only one in my batch to be able to attend, while even the batch before me have three that came (bijiao, amanda and jinting). and so for a day i was in the 95-liners' batch (they adopted me into their batch, and shuhui was pretty mindfucked when i said i am 19 this year and went all "ehh how? i am 19 this year!" /sobs so cute/). really glad to have gone there to catch up with seniors, juniors and teachers. it's just really nice. what's not nice would be my current shoulder ache due to carrying stuffs for the bbq.

well, because of a very packed weekend tho, i'm regretting my life choices since i have a ton of stuffs due tomorrow and not done yet. reluctant to do them but i have no choice.

i should not have spent yesterday reading tokyo ghoul, even if it's so good. so many seinen mangas i'm reading right now idek. i really shouldnt be here anymore okay lemme go my assignment

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a tiny reflection
Friday, 2 May 2014 @ 6:29 pm


and so i have completed two of my papers, one more left.

not sure what to blog about. i've not been doing really good in articulating what happened in a day or what am i feeling like ... after i entered secondary three (basically at the end of 2008). shall do some self reflection instead of revising for my last paper. well hey, it's not finals week if you dont procrastinate.


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semester 2 finals errrrrrr
Sunday, 27 April 2014 @ 11:41 am



highly relevant time card because ... F I N A L S W E E K.

so i have three papers done in two days. psychology statistics and criminology on the same day, while classical sociological theories is on another like at least a week and a half after my first two papers (don't even ask). and so here i am trying to finish all my revision. well technically i am ready to just go for the paper since i do remember stuffs taught in criminology (yes i have almost photography memory for things i am interested in tyvm). but i still need to practice my statistics.

jeslyn and statistics just dont go well together if you've not figured that out yet.

kbye

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lolwtfgtfo
Friday, 28 March 2014 @ 10:34 pm



Because this is appropriate

i am fucking pissed with everything and everyone right now

ha ha ha.

project-mates need to know that even i have limits and they arent the only people flooded with datelines and work. this semester is much worst than the previous and i think the next will be even more terrible. thank goodness for laikuew for making me constantly laugh.

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piling up of work, and stuffs
Sunday, 16 February 2014 @ 11:41 am



(fyi: i dont smoke, i dont like people smoking irl but 2d characters that smoke are hot. dont ask me about my logic)
yeap work has been piling up. our test and presentations are already starting and i can't believe that i've started classes for four weeks already. like woah, a month already?

procrastination has always been something i do, and this hasnt changed yet (it ought to change tho). trying my best to just finish stuffs early, and i'm successful for some ... and not so successful for some. it doesn't really help really.

on a lighter note that's not about studying, i sang in front of an actual audience just recently (on tuesday?) and yeap terrifically nerve-wreaking. my stomach was literally dying after that because i was shivering a hell lot while singing. doesn't really help that i forgot a lot of lyrics, but i'm just gonna factor that to the fact that i was pretty much bullied up to sing (by the judges i know and friends).
that said tho, it's a pretty nice experience. wouldn't mind trying to perform in front of a crowd again even tho it terrifies me. we'll see.

CAN I SAY THAT I AM ON A MANGA-BUYING BAN RIGHT NOW?
self-imposed ban because i should save up my money since i'm gunning for that aoba nendriod and the very ghey figure of kawoshin. pretty much those two figures. i would just stop buying everything now (well, most of the stuffs i ordered already are released in March) and hopefully i can last until i pay for the figures (well it's not out yet thank goodness).
no i am so not gonna use my CNY money because i should save them. and i should get a job but idk.

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very much a GP essay
Monday, 17 June 2013 @ 11:17 pm


what i strongly believe will never be.

let's have some GP like post, shall we (on a more personal note ofc)?

i hate being tied down to things (typical sagittarius/ophiuchus; well i'm stuck in between so it depends). well tied down to things like rules, jobs and well more. zooming down to jobs, not that i hate it but i'm really not good when it comes down to office jobs. i do my job efficiently, that is good. but the atmosphere of the whole job is suffocating. actually it's the same with school. or rather, the entire society i guess? i mean the entire society does discriminate, whether positively or negatively; by race, talent, wealth, gender, sexuality and just name it, you get it. i mean even in studies we'd get discriminated, like if you have better results, you can get yourself into better courses (or so people say better). and even in subjects, majority of the people probably still believes that studying the arts (humanities, arts, social science etc) would not bring you any future. or maybe that's just singapore's stand i guess. i wouldn't say that the arts is the best, of course there are negative parts about it, like how much more you'd need to do in order to get something because there isnt a fixed answer in it (now you get why i'm an art student? because i'm not bounded by answers and can smoke my way through my papers). also from singapore's point of view like the government, of course they'd want more people with more technical skills since we're still a fairly young country, but isn't it time to start developing the cultures and arts? here are singaporeans complaining about how foreigners are 'destroying' our culture, but really does singapore really have a culture? sure we do have our different ethnic cultures, but as a whole country? well yes we have a kampong spirit (like long long time ago), but are you sure that it's only foreigners that are destroying it? singaporeans (esp the younger generations) are not caring about anyone, thus the 'not in my backyard' syndrome. it's not like i'm not a patriotic citizen. i love singapore because i am born here, that i cannot deny. however, how the people are discriminating so much in this country makes me cringe.

when i'm in taiwan (yes that's recently), i felt really at ease because the citizens there are really nice. you can easily strike up a conversation with them even if it's the first time you've met them . the people from shops would immediately attend to you if you needed help (instead of staring at you as if you are going to commit theft). even in the night markets, people do not push. even scooters would wait and slowly trudge along with the human flow (very unlike my experience in chinatown during CNY where you have to literally punch a person to continue walking). in my opinion, singapore is lacking very much on what humanity is about. and not the subject humanity but how much a human people are.

in singapore, many are tied down by work, everyone walks in a really fast pace. "every minute lost is money lost," or so many people say. but why can't people stop for awhile and see the world around them? the greenery (well pretty much artificial in singapore but still), the sky, the whatever-that's-left animals (on the streets like stray cats because you know they are adorbs because THEY ARE) and just spend your time. i do not get the concept of money. if there wasnt something such as money, would the world would still be as fast paced? i would like a small plot of land and just live off eating whatever vegetables i can harvest. and maybe trade some for other stuffs with people. yes that is very ... ancient, but dont you think that people then were probably happier?

of course the current world is awesome, i mean who can live without the internet or a smart phone right now? however even babies are addicted to them and that isnt good. the reason why i'm really an otaku is because in this state i'm probably very far away from being tied down to the real world (thus me literally hiding under a rock). i love books because they teleport me to a place i've never seen before, somewhere where everything is much slow-paced, somewhere that the impossible is possible. however, books are a form of art. so why isn't art being treated well in this country i wonder. fiction books are valuable resources because a person can only live once, their time is limited. whatever they can experience would be limited too. however with books, one can experience things like you have multiple lives. like historical books would transport you to the past where you werent born; geography books would bring you into the center of the earth; fictional books lets you see a world where you would never be able to see; non-fictional books would let you go into the lives of the authors and live in their shoes.

sometimes, being tied down to reality just hinders what you can see.

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summary of norn9 (and my spazz)
Sunday, 9 June 2013 @ 12:32 am


(NORN9; my current otoge obsession. release date: 31 May 2013)

i'm back from taiwan! and yes i did get loads of clothes and i can back broke. no regrets tho. i'll take a photo of my stash of stuffs soon i guess. and a summary of what happened in taiwan if i remember (side note: i met with the 6.3-magnitude earthquake, and we were right at where it happened. good thing that we weren't high up in the mountains so we were in much danger i guess. we only realised how bad it was when we saw the news).

so yes this will be a post about norn9 and i am not even guilty (official website: norn9).
like i said, this is an otoge and yes you get to be the heroine and go embark in whatever lovefest you'd have with the guy characters (well your harem, girls). a special point for norn9 would be that you can choose the heroine out of the three playable girls. with that, each playable girls have three routes with three guys, each route has different endings (like good end, bad end and sometimes a harem end i think). i'll just go into introducing them as much as i can alright since i'm not done with the whole game (yet). spoilers ahead.

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laifu of a NEET
Monday, 15 April 2013 @ 8:28 pm



and i'm back to the life of a NEET (not in employment, education or training) because my temporary job has ended today. it wasn't exactly a long period of time, nor was it particularly short. i've managed to know a group of amusing friends at least, even though there are stuffs (or staffs) that pissed us off, but nevertheless my workmates made everything endurable.

on the side note, there still isn't any news about my university application. if the worst comes, i'm either registering for SIM or shipping myself to Australia. well, we still aren't sure yet so let's continue waiting (though the wait is killing me tbh).

fandom-wise, i missed my chance to see AKB48 because of work. but i've ordered my copy of nico nico wonderland and iris! will be waiting for it to be shipped to me once nico nico wonderland is released. also i'm gonna start going back to playing the piano for fun, and so i've printed the scores for 'Matroyshka' and 'E? Aa, sou' for now (and i just realised how fast i would need to play it gdi).

YANHAN AND I ARE IN A CONTEST. well the bioessence celebrity choice challenge. good luck to us then /cackles/

on the side note; i wanna watch more animes (going back to otaku mode because RL and JE fandom makes me all stress). oh yes, and yutoyama. whut otp whut?

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Expo Sales and utaite
Wednesday, 3 April 2013 @ 9:09 pm



I've started working at John Little's Expo Sales (located at Expo, Hall 5. do drop by)!

well, not sure what to say but at least i'm working so i'd have some money. will have to find another job when this ends tho. it's good that at least PE from JC had built my body and stamina so i'm fine with logistic on the selling floor. but since it's been so long since i've done something like this, i'm gonna need more sleep and well, some adaptation.

anyway i'm into utaite now, because i'm now the fangirl of viptenchou (well, and 96neko and kogeinu so literally a fangirl for Team Pet Shop). all of them have such pretty voices and asdfghjkl. yeap i'm in a fandom where people with nice voice cover songs (mostly vocaloid's tho there are exceptions). i wanna buy their albums but gdi dad's not letting me near online shopping anytime soon.

alright, i'll just be waiting for some replies if any university wants me like ... please accept me? or i'll study in SIM and i'll have to keep working to fuel my expenditure for university because that's a hefty sum. i really want to enter FASS of NUS because that's my dream. i'll just continue to pray.

happy okamori month \o/

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University Application
Sunday, 24 March 2013 @ 10:05 am



because there's only a few more days before it's April ...

i'm not totally done with the applications to universities and well it's hard since my results are the most glorious of all orz. probably still going through the 'i-will-not-deal-with-you-if-you-ask-about-my-results-because-i-will-murder-you' state too.

but what's done is done and so i'm trying to scrape out a portfolio now, in hopes to enter ADM (NTU). and on the side note, i really hate the credit card system, ARE YOU NOT GOING TO ALLOW ME TO PAY FOR MY APPLICATION FEES VISA? /flips/ on the side note i feel like working already because i dont want to rely on my parents so much on the miscellaneous fees for university (well, i mean the tuition fee is hefty enough).

i shall just shut up here and go off somewhere and start doing something, yeah

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one more day
Thursday, 28 February 2013 @ 5:51 pm



Tomorrow's the day; RELEASE OF GCE A LEVELS RESULTS /inserts dramatic bgm/

well, all i can say is that i've done my best for the papers and i can only hope that i did well enough to land me somewhere in a university (well, my dream is to be in the Faculty of Arts and Social Science in NUS), if not i am actually planning to enter an Arts College and study about arts. yeah. thing is that my parents aren't really pressing about results because ... i'm the only one in the family (so far) that actually got this far in education. but as for my relatives ... lol they'd be judging if i dont end up somewhere in a university, so yeap. i'm pretty much alright with my relatives but just lol nope, whenever they start talking about my education like they are me. for one, they almost wanted to flip when i chose the Arts stream (but not so, since my subject combination is actually a hybrid) for my two years in Junior College.

and they went all "so do you know what you want to do in the future?" i really dont like it when people ask me that particular question. you are asking me what i want to do for the rest of my life when i'm literally at the starting point of it. well of course i have dreams but they are pretty much quickly shot down as "this isn't realistic" or "can you even earn enough to feed yourself?". and everyone likes to tell me this, "not everyone gets a job that they like" why of course we don't. but can't we dream? reality and the sense of survival has killed dreams.

i almost want to get into philosophy or liberal arts (omg my Yale-NUS dream school /sobs). if i can't get into liberal arts, i will choose japanese studies or language major in english. and then if i can't ... i don't know what else i might be able to enter. mum jokingly said that i might end up majoring in mathematics or chinese (because i almost didn't take mathematics in JC but in the end i did and i took H2 mathematics).

i should just stop my rants and start my mental preparation for tomorrow.

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netsu wa arimasu
@ 12:10 am



because i'm running a fever and haven't gone to work for a few days because i'm in a total jelly human state and my brain is a mush and everything doesn't make any sense to me at all. weird thing was that the fever only started yesterday afternoon, so in the morning my mind was fresh and i even managed to write a drabble. but i didn't get any sleep because my headache kept me up. the fever only got worst today and i had to force myself to take the fever medication by cutting the pills into half so i wouldn't choke on them (i've choked on them and i now have a phobia for them, this isn't funny at all). my temperature managed to go up to around 38.0 degree Celsius and that's very high for me because my normal body temperature is real low (like around 36.5 and below normally).

on the side note, technically one more day before the release of A levels results. good luck

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magazines and photos and work
Wednesday, 20 February 2013 @ 10:21 pm



No regrets for my ship. 
I have been buying tons of magazines because of them tbh. Well, Myojo and Seventeen are magazines that i almost literally buy every month now (since i am working). but i got Duet and Wink Up recently. no regrets tho. oh and i've pre-ordered JUMP and Johnny's Jr (+SZ and A.B.C.-Z and Yuma)'s calendar (good bye okane)!

well, no regrets. i can only do this now because i am working. so i'm indulging (a lot) in fandom. anyway i love pretty photos and pretty/handsome people so yes, magazines satisfy that. and well it's also a form of giving back to them i guess. because their work makes me smile so i support them. and it makes life more fun because they are in it.

gosh they are so precious to me okay.

anyway my job at NTUC Income is going to end next month! and results are coming out (cues in horror and screams). well, we'll just see how things go then. another little note would be that i would probably be working at John Little's Expo sales in April, so do say hi if you see me when you are there /cackles/

i should post more

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Mystery Virgin
Tuesday, 8 January 2013 @ 11:22 pm



First Solo Single, Mystery Virgin, theme song from 'Kindaichi SP' is now officially released in Japan! Congrats Yamada Ryo(ko)suke (you will forever by my princess)!

One does not simply exist to be so flawless and pretty. I've pre-ordered all version of his single (LE A, LE B, RE and NTV LE /sobs) and well, i'm waiting for it to reach Melo sensei's hands. She'll be passing the three copies (minus NTV) along with my Yamada Clearfile i'm going to buy over from her (and well, some yutoyama stuffs she wants to give away).

recently i'm starting to go back to slapping skincare products onto my face because of ryoko-hime (i mean, he did mask with yuto and idk his skin's flawless. just look). and so here i am trying to summon my otome side. seems to be working, i feel prettier. maybe sleeping early will help but being a fangirl is like "WHAT IS SLEEP?" so yes.

first pay is in and it feels good. i'll be preparing presents and well, treating my family to dinner i guess. and also spending money for my JUMP Calendar i've pre-ordered awhile back (yay!) and magazines. opps?

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2013, a new year
Tuesday, 1 January 2013 @ 11:36 am



あけおめことよろ！
It'll be a full blast ahead for 2013!

Happy New Year, and good bye 2012. i wouldn't say that it was always ups for the whole year because, no it wasn't. but one thing for sure, i wouldn't be able to pass it without my friends and family supporting.

special thanks to;

yanhannie darling umma:
gdi, i miss you already. we need to go hunt for a job together soon alright? thank you for always being there and allowing me to keep complaining (and well, bitching about people together). all i know would be that i wouldn't have gone through my JC life without you. words cant convey how much i love you okay! (crap, this is so sappy, you better not laugh if you're reading this). may we pass our A levels this year and get into the same university. or maybe ship ourselves to some overseas university. don't leave me behind okay?

stephanie halmunnie:
hey, thank you for always being there. i'm glad you got even closer this year. i know it's not a smooth year for you, but hopefully there are times where you've enjoyed yourself. i hope that this year would be smoother for you, your health would be better and may we pass our A levels and get into the same university too. also, thank you for phoning me in the middle of the night of my birthday, it amused me that we managed to talk for an hour on the phone, i love you!

family members:
doubt they'd be here reading but thank you for all the support that you've given me throughout 2012. dad, you are like my councilor, putting me back on track whenever i'm about to loose my direction and when i breakdown. tbh, i know what i'm suppose to do but it's really tiring, so i needed someone to reassure me. mum, thank you for driving my lazy ass to school everyday (except for a few days that you couldn't do that), because of that i managed to actually get decent attendance for school. lil brother, thank you for actually listening to me rant and taking my sleeping time away by flailing over things while we are on bed and about to sleep. well, they've been great support to me and i really love them so much.

teachers:
sorry for not passing up my tutorials and well, stuffs. but hey, i managed to finish them and actually sit for the actual A levels (and even one paper while i was having a fever). thank you for the efforts that you've put on us and hopefully our results wouldn't disappoint all of you because really, we've did our best (or at least I did what I could).

yantinga:
WELL YOU BETTER THANK ME FOR MAKING YOU COVER SONGS BECAUSE YOU ARE ADDICTED TO IT, YOU KNOW IT. well because of that i went to camp right after my As. thank you for flailing with me, even though i really can't be bothered with infinite, b.a.p and EXO now tbh. it's amazing that even though we have a senior/junior relationship, we are still so close (even if we've both graduated from secondary school already). well, xmm magnet much?

fandom friends:
keanne, vai, pau, mint, joana, jess, ams, jj, yan, emina, naya, misaki, yuu -baachan, melo, atikah sista, and more thank you all for being there for me. esp keanne, vai, pau, mint, misaki, naya, sista. well the rest too tbh.

thank you keanne 宝贝 for making me feel so loved and important, you are important to me too, really important. know that i'll always be there for you no matter what, so do LINE me alright? thank you for making me enter so many new fandoms because you've spammed me with all the videos of them and making me laugh so hard so many times. and thank you for not minding how awkward i am. i love you bb~

vai, dear daughter, we finally met in 2012! i will say again that you're so adorbs alright? thank you for always spamming me with yutoyama and well, spazzing with me. it's amusing how we are going all #hyakkaryobutt and #hyakkayubutt now and it's like our secret code or something.

pau, dear son, you've not been in fandom for awhile but i still love you. we've both graduated this year, and you're already in college right? good luck for your studies even though math is a bitch. and do come back to fandom from time to time~  

mint jiejie, thank you for always amusing me~ you are so kawaii, really. we're in most fandoms together and i really love to flail with you. let's keep up for being forever five year olds who are online and doing amazing stuffs.

joana and jess, joana i will not give you my hair this year too. jess we should flail more for taiwan fandom, i'll try to go back into taiwan fandom, though it's kind of hard since i only follow show luo and hu die jiejie (opps).

jj, even though we hardly talk (well we do but i'm still so awkward), i actually look up to you /shot/ i love your edits and stalking you is good (or maybe not) for my fumaken kokoro.

ams, yan and yuu baa-chan, i've only known your this year, but it's fun flailing with your.

naya, OUR FLAWLESS ROYAL FAMIRI WILL LIVE. you know i love giving you feels and yes i'm not even guilty. i will aim to give you even more feels this year, get ready. and thank you so much for flailing over okamori and yutoyama with me. i mean so much more for okamori because idk, feels like there's only both of us on the ship now. OUR SHIP WILL NEVER SINK. IF NOT WE WILL SINK WITH THIS SHIP.

misaki, woman i miss you because you dont know how i went all "MII-CHAN NO DONT LEAVE FANDOM BUT IF IT'S YOUR CHOICE I HAVE TO LET YOU GO BECAUSE I LOVE YOU" when you said you'd leave fandom. glad that you've found your way to twitter so we are still talking because you know you can't live without mehhhhhhh. /shot/

atikah sista, gdi stahp making me go all weird and do like crazy conversations with you at night. okay it's normal. yeah. ilu because yeah. we are crazy people. what else must i say? 

melo, thank you for baiting me into otoge fandom, i'm still depressed that i cant play dialovers somehow. i'll have to find a way to play it. thank you so much for helping me get things online and burning your wallet with me (no regrets /sobs). thank you for the SUMMARY 2011 screening and also, btw, you're really pretty .///////. may all the staska accounts come back soon so we can go all flaily again like on miyaji's birthday (they didnt come out on shiki's birthday ;o;).

others:
thank you for bearing with me for a year, please take care of me this year too.

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welp
Tuesday, 18 December 2012 @ 7:45 pm



i'm just lol bored. this gif is so amusing. anyway i'm still having a fever like urgh again. okay so i've been working for two weeks already. it's alright i guess.

okane for JUMP calendar and Mystery Virgin (no, seriously. that's the title of a single people). what else is new? I spend for JUMP. anyway i wanna catch up on shokura soon /collapses/

oh have i mentioned that i'll be entering avex's MAX 2013? yay good luck to me

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much feels. summer 3 hello.
Sunday, 6 July 2014 @ 9:48 pm



and i'm back from our chalet! that was me trying to convince people that i'm not running away from home (not that there's actually a backpack with my laptop behind me so......). chalet was fun and filled with sob i have no regrets. and kinda just didnt sleep for 24hrs, which i'd probably never do again.

side note that i also went to watch K: Missing Kings with laikuew and isabel and we shall not spoil but gdi NOT OKAY. gonna see how they are gonna continue from that point on because i demand that they continue it.

and i've been back into the hsj fandom recently and just, i have a lot of feels for yutoyama rn. that and yamada's going to be in the movie "Grasshopper" and he's gonna be "Cicada" and i'm totally gungho for it rn. he is perfect for that role and i'm not even complaining. and i'm really looking forward to how he's going to pull that role off. that and i've read parts of the manga and it's spin-off and i really love it (meaning that there's not much scanlation so i'm gonna get the whole bloody series because it's worth splurging for, both the manga, the character and yamada ryosuke).

and so that's all i did for my break between summer 1 and summer 3. and summer 3 is starting tomorrow. do you see how not ready i am rn.

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good bye summer1, hello to well earned week of rest
Tuesday, 1 July 2014 @ 12:17 am



and i am done with the first half of my summer semester! that is half a semester closer to becoming a year 2. and so i'm done with biopsychology's finals and we can only hope that i can pass this module so i wouldnt have to take it again. the only reason why i wore a dress for paper today was to increase my mood for the paper (just so i wouldnt be depressed). riko's logic for examination.

anyway what's over is over.

on the side note, pretty happy with fandom right now. can't believe i'm back on the roll in Hey! Say! JUMP fandom, and i'm loving them even more right now i wanna cry. basically started with having yutoyama fic exchange feels, since i participated and am one of the moderators. and then we had fic feels. and i managed to pull laikuew into fandom with fics and spammed her. no regrets. had a really fun time doing this tho, and i am going back into writing. look at how rusty my writing skills are right now.

on the side note, we all have pacific rim/AU feels now and i cannot.

CHALET ON FRIDAY AND I CANNOT WAIT TO SPEND CRAZY TIME TO MARATHON SHOWS WITH AWESOME PEOPLE I LOVE FROM UNIVERSITY. and then go and watch K: Missing Kings on Saturday.

this week will be a blast (and summer anime too~).

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midterms looming
Wednesday, 11 June 2014 @ 5:51 pm


{taken during taiwan trip 2013 June}

not exactly very keen on studying right now. mid terms is coming really quickly (like Friday), and i'm still trying very hard to cram concepts and terms into my brain right now. kind of studied until 3am in the morning and just ... i would've slept even later if i had something to eat. but no i didnt get anything to eat in the middle of the night because there was a lizard that park itself right in front of the fridge in the middle of the night so i cant get my food.

the only thing that i'm looking forward to would be that July is quickly approaching, and that i'm going to kukup, malaysia, this weekend! so yes, i was so happy that i get to run overseas right after my midterms so i can relax. but before that, midterms. and i have to make notes because the professor is testing the whole textbook at the finals.

such content.

and because of all the notes i have right now, i had to buy more paper for my binder from daiso just now. this is really convenient compared to writing paper imo. i mean ... my notes wouldnt be flying everywhere if i didnt file them properly for one. and then my file is a B5 so it's relatively tiny so yay! less weight (no i am kidding myself).

recently got two books from kinokuniya since the JEM store was having a 20% off for members~


new reads, 'the beauty of murder' by a. k. benedict and 'kafka on the shore' by haruki murakami.

i'm halfway through 'the beauty of murder' and since it's british english, i needed sometime to adapt (too much american english in school). as for haruki murakami's 'kafka on the shore', it's properly shelved right now. mental note that i have 'norwegian wood' but i've not read that ... yet (the most ridiculous thing is that i still have it wrapped in plastic). gonna bring one of them along to kukup and enjoy reading there since i wouldnt have internet access there. that or we are just gonna majong and eat seafood all throughout the weekend.

i shall be gone to study.

p/s: july july july july asdfghjkl and fall semester come soon (i wanna take up french 101!)

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life choices
Monday, 2 June 2014 @ 12:22 pm



this is a late post, but i went to the cvss girl guides alumni bbq on saturday. kind of funny since i was the only one in my batch to be able to attend, while even the batch before me have three that came (bijiao, amanda and jinting). and so for a day i was in the 95-liners' batch (they adopted me into their batch, and shuhui was pretty mindfucked when i said i am 19 this year and went all "ehh how? i am 19 this year!" /sobs so cute/). really glad to have gone there to catch up with seniors, juniors and teachers. it's just really nice. what's not nice would be my current shoulder ache due to carrying stuffs for the bbq.

well, because of a very packed weekend tho, i'm regretting my life choices since i have a ton of stuffs due tomorrow and not done yet. reluctant to do them but i have no choice.

i should not have spent yesterday reading tokyo ghoul, even if it's so good. so many seinen mangas i'm reading right now idek. i really shouldnt be here anymore okay lemme go my assignment

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a tiny reflection
Friday, 2 May 2014 @ 6:29 pm


and so i have completed two of my papers, one more left.

not sure what to blog about. i've not been doing really good in articulating what happened in a day or what am i feeling like ... after i entered secondary three (basically at the end of 2008). shall do some self reflection instead of revising for my last paper. well hey, it's not finals week if you dont procrastinate.


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semester 2 finals errrrrrr
Sunday, 27 April 2014 @ 11:41 am



highly relevant time card because ... F I N A L S W E E K.

so i have three papers done in two days. psychology statistics and criminology on the same day, while classical sociological theories is on another like at least a week and a half after my first two papers (don't even ask). and so here i am trying to finish all my revision. well technically i am ready to just go for the paper since i do remember stuffs taught in criminology (yes i have almost photography memory for things i am interested in tyvm). but i still need to practice my statistics.

jeslyn and statistics just dont go well together if you've not figured that out yet.

kbye

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lolwtfgtfo
Friday, 28 March 2014 @ 10:34 pm



Because this is appropriate

i am fucking pissed with everything and everyone right now

ha ha ha.

project-mates need to know that even i have limits and they arent the only people flooded with datelines and work. this semester is much worst than the previous and i think the next will be even more terrible. thank goodness for laikuew for making me constantly laugh.

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piling up of work, and stuffs
Sunday, 16 February 2014 @ 11:41 am



(fyi: i dont smoke, i dont like people smoking irl but 2d characters that smoke are hot. dont ask me about my logic)
yeap work has been piling up. our test and presentations are already starting and i can't believe that i've started classes for four weeks already. like woah, a month already?

procrastination has always been something i do, and this hasnt changed yet (it ought to change tho). trying my best to just finish stuffs early, and i'm successful for some ... and not so successful for some. it doesn't really help really.

on a lighter note that's not about studying, i sang in front of an actual audience just recently (on tuesday?) and yeap terrifically nerve-wreaking. my stomach was literally dying after that because i was shivering a hell lot while singing. doesn't really help that i forgot a lot of lyrics, but i'm just gonna factor that to the fact that i was pretty much bullied up to sing (by the judges i know and friends).
that said tho, it's a pretty nice experience. wouldn't mind trying to perform in front of a crowd again even tho it terrifies me. we'll see.

CAN I SAY THAT I AM ON A MANGA-BUYING BAN RIGHT NOW?
self-imposed ban because i should save up my money since i'm gunning for that aoba nendriod and the very ghey figure of kawoshin. pretty much those two figures. i would just stop buying everything now (well, most of the stuffs i ordered already are released in March) and hopefully i can last until i pay for the figures (well it's not out yet thank goodness).
no i am so not gonna use my CNY money because i should save them. and i should get a job but idk.

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very much a GP essay
Monday, 17 June 2013 @ 11:17 pm


what i strongly believe will never be.

let's have some GP like post, shall we (on a more personal note ofc)?

i hate being tied down to things (typical sagittarius/ophiuchus; well i'm stuck in between so it depends). well tied down to things like rules, jobs and well more. zooming down to jobs, not that i hate it but i'm really not good when it comes down to office jobs. i do my job efficiently, that is good. but the atmosphere of the whole job is suffocating. actually it's the same with school. or rather, the entire society i guess? i mean the entire society does discriminate, whether positively or negatively; by race, talent, wealth, gender, sexuality and just name it, you get it. i mean even in studies we'd get discriminated, like if you have better results, you can get yourself into better courses (or so people say better). and even in subjects, majority of the people probably still believes that studying the arts (humanities, arts, social science etc) would not bring you any future. or maybe that's just singapore's stand i guess. i wouldn't say that the arts is the best, of course there are negative parts about it, like how much more you'd need to do in order to get something because there isnt a fixed answer in it (now you get why i'm an art student? because i'm not bounded by answers and can smoke my way through my papers). also from singapore's point of view like the government, of course they'd want more people with more technical skills since we're still a fairly young country, but isn't it time to start developing the cultures and arts? here are singaporeans complaining about how foreigners are 'destroying' our culture, but really does singapore really have a culture? sure we do have our different ethnic cultures, but as a whole country? well yes we have a kampong spirit (like long long time ago), but are you sure that it's only foreigners that are destroying it? singaporeans (esp the younger generations) are not caring about anyone, thus the 'not in my backyard' syndrome. it's not like i'm not a patriotic citizen. i love singapore because i am born here, that i cannot deny. however, how the people are discriminating so much in this country makes me cringe.

when i'm in taiwan (yes that's recently), i felt really at ease because the citizens there are really nice. you can easily strike up a conversation with them even if it's the first time you've met them . the people from shops would immediately attend to you if you needed help (instead of staring at you as if you are going to commit theft). even in the night markets, people do not push. even scooters would wait and slowly trudge along with the human flow (very unlike my experience in chinatown during CNY where you have to literally punch a person to continue walking). in my opinion, singapore is lacking very much on what humanity is about. and not the subject humanity but how much a human people are.

in singapore, many are tied down by work, everyone walks in a really fast pace. "every minute lost is money lost," or so many people say. but why can't people stop for awhile and see the world around them? the greenery (well pretty much artificial in singapore but still), the sky, the whatever-that's-left animals (on the streets like stray cats because you know they are adorbs because THEY ARE) and just spend your time. i do not get the concept of money. if there wasnt something such as money, would the world would still be as fast paced? i would like a small plot of land and just live off eating whatever vegetables i can harvest. and maybe trade some for other stuffs with people. yes that is very ... ancient, but dont you think that people then were probably happier?

of course the current world is awesome, i mean who can live without the internet or a smart phone right now? however even babies are addicted to them and that isnt good. the reason why i'm really an otaku is because in this state i'm probably very far away from being tied down to the real world (thus me literally hiding under a rock). i love books because they teleport me to a place i've never seen before, somewhere where everything is much slow-paced, somewhere that the impossible is possible. however, books are a form of art. so why isn't art being treated well in this country i wonder. fiction books are valuable resources because a person can only live once, their time is limited. whatever they can experience would be limited too. however with books, one can experience things like you have multiple lives. like historical books would transport you to the past where you werent born; geography books would bring you into the center of the earth; fictional books lets you see a world where you would never be able to see; non-fictional books would let you go into the lives of the authors and live in their shoes.

sometimes, being tied down to reality just hinders what you can see.

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summary of norn9 (and my spazz)
Sunday, 9 June 2013 @ 12:32 am


(NORN9; my current otoge obsession. release date: 31 May 2013)

i'm back from taiwan! and yes i did get loads of clothes and i can back broke. no regrets tho. i'll take a photo of my stash of stuffs soon i guess. and a summary of what happened in taiwan if i remember (side note: i met with the 6.3-magnitude earthquake, and we were right at where it happened. good thing that we weren't high up in the mountains so we were in much danger i guess. we only realised how bad it was when we saw the news).

so yes this will be a post about norn9 and i am not even guilty (official website: norn9).
like i said, this is an otoge and yes you get to be the heroine and go embark in whatever lovefest you'd have with the guy characters (well your harem, girls). a special point for norn9 would be that you can choose the heroine out of the three playable girls. with that, each playable girls have three routes with three guys, each route has different endings (like good end, bad end and sometimes a harem end i think). i'll just go into introducing them as much as i can alright since i'm not done with the whole game (yet). spoilers ahead.

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laifu of a NEET
Monday, 15 April 2013 @ 8:28 pm



and i'm back to the life of a NEET (not in employment, education or training) because my temporary job has ended today. it wasn't exactly a long period of time, nor was it particularly short. i've managed to know a group of amusing friends at least, even though there are stuffs (or staffs) that pissed us off, but nevertheless my workmates made everything endurable.

on the side note, there still isn't any news about my university application. if the worst comes, i'm either registering for SIM or shipping myself to Australia. well, we still aren't sure yet so let's continue waiting (though the wait is killing me tbh).

fandom-wise, i missed my chance to see AKB48 because of work. but i've ordered my copy of nico nico wonderland and iris! will be waiting for it to be shipped to me once nico nico wonderland is released. also i'm gonna start going back to playing the piano for fun, and so i've printed the scores for 'Matroyshka' and 'E? Aa, sou' for now (and i just realised how fast i would need to play it gdi).

YANHAN AND I ARE IN A CONTEST. well the bioessence celebrity choice challenge. good luck to us then /cackles/

on the side note; i wanna watch more animes (going back to otaku mode because RL and JE fandom makes me all stress). oh yes, and yutoyama. whut otp whut?

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Expo Sales and utaite
Wednesday, 3 April 2013 @ 9:09 pm



I've started working at John Little's Expo Sales (located at Expo, Hall 5. do drop by)!

well, not sure what to say but at least i'm working so i'd have some money. will have to find another job when this ends tho. it's good that at least PE from JC had built my body and stamina so i'm fine with logistic on the selling floor. but since it's been so long since i've done something like this, i'm gonna need more sleep and well, some adaptation.

anyway i'm into utaite now, because i'm now the fangirl of viptenchou (well, and 96neko and kogeinu so literally a fangirl for Team Pet Shop). all of them have such pretty voices and asdfghjkl. yeap i'm in a fandom where people with nice voice cover songs (mostly vocaloid's tho there are exceptions). i wanna buy their albums but gdi dad's not letting me near online shopping anytime soon.

alright, i'll just be waiting for some replies if any university wants me like ... please accept me? or i'll study in SIM and i'll have to keep working to fuel my expenditure for university because that's a hefty sum. i really want to enter FASS of NUS because that's my dream. i'll just continue to pray.

happy okamori month \o/

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University Application
Sunday, 24 March 2013 @ 10:05 am



because there's only a few more days before it's April ...

i'm not totally done with the applications to universities and well it's hard since my results are the most glorious of all orz. probably still going through the 'i-will-not-deal-with-you-if-you-ask-about-my-results-because-i-will-murder-you' state too.

but what's done is done and so i'm trying to scrape out a portfolio now, in hopes to enter ADM (NTU). and on the side note, i really hate the credit card system, ARE YOU NOT GOING TO ALLOW ME TO PAY FOR MY APPLICATION FEES VISA? /flips/ on the side note i feel like working already because i dont want to rely on my parents so much on the miscellaneous fees for university (well, i mean the tuition fee is hefty enough).

i shall just shut up here and go off somewhere and start doing something, yeah

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one more day
Thursday, 28 February 2013 @ 5:51 pm



Tomorrow's the day; RELEASE OF GCE A LEVELS RESULTS /inserts dramatic bgm/

well, all i can say is that i've done my best for the papers and i can only hope that i did well enough to land me somewhere in a university (well, my dream is to be in the Faculty of Arts and Social Science in NUS), if not i am actually planning to enter an Arts College and study about arts. yeah. thing is that my parents aren't really pressing about results because ... i'm the only one in the family (so far) that actually got this far in education. but as for my relatives ... lol they'd be judging if i dont end up somewhere in a university, so yeap. i'm pretty much alright with my relatives but just lol nope, whenever they start talking about my education like they are me. for one, they almost wanted to flip when i chose the Arts stream (but not so, since my subject combination is actually a hybrid) for my two years in Junior College.

and they went all "so do you know what you want to do in the future?" i really dont like it when people ask me that particular question. you are asking me what i want to do for the rest of my life when i'm literally at the starting point of it. well of course i have dreams but they are pretty much quickly shot down as "this isn't realistic" or "can you even earn enough to feed yourself?". and everyone likes to tell me this, "not everyone gets a job that they like" why of course we don't. but can't we dream? reality and the sense of survival has killed dreams.

i almost want to get into philosophy or liberal arts (omg my Yale-NUS dream school /sobs). if i can't get into liberal arts, i will choose japanese studies or language major in english. and then if i can't ... i don't know what else i might be able to enter. mum jokingly said that i might end up majoring in mathematics or chinese (because i almost didn't take mathematics in JC but in the end i did and i took H2 mathematics).

i should just stop my rants and start my mental preparation for tomorrow.

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netsu wa arimasu
@ 12:10 am



because i'm running a fever and haven't gone to work for a few days because i'm in a total jelly human state and my brain is a mush and everything doesn't make any sense to me at all. weird thing was that the fever only started yesterday afternoon, so in the morning my mind was fresh and i even managed to write a drabble. but i didn't get any sleep because my headache kept me up. the fever only got worst today and i had to force myself to take the fever medication by cutting the pills into half so i wouldn't choke on them (i've choked on them and i now have a phobia for them, this isn't funny at all). my temperature managed to go up to around 38.0 degree Celsius and that's very high for me because my normal body temperature is real low (like around 36.5 and below normally).

on the side note, technically one more day before the release of A levels results. good luck

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magazines and photos and work
Wednesday, 20 February 2013 @ 10:21 pm



No regrets for my ship. 
I have been buying tons of magazines because of them tbh. Well, Myojo and Seventeen are magazines that i almost literally buy every month now (since i am working). but i got Duet and Wink Up recently. no regrets tho. oh and i've pre-ordered JUMP and Johnny's Jr (+SZ and A.B.C.-Z and Yuma)'s calendar (good bye okane)!

well, no regrets. i can only do this now because i am working. so i'm indulging (a lot) in fandom. anyway i love pretty photos and pretty/handsome people so yes, magazines satisfy that. and well it's also a form of giving back to them i guess. because their work makes me smile so i support them. and it makes life more fun because they are in it.

gosh they are so precious to me okay.

anyway my job at NTUC Income is going to end next month! and results are coming out (cues in horror and screams). well, we'll just see how things go then. another little note would be that i would probably be working at John Little's Expo sales in April, so do say hi if you see me when you are there /cackles/

i should post more

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Mystery Virgin
Tuesday, 8 January 2013 @ 11:22 pm



First Solo Single, Mystery Virgin, theme song from 'Kindaichi SP' is now officially released in Japan! Congrats Yamada Ryo(ko)suke (you will forever by my princess)!

One does not simply exist to be so flawless and pretty. I've pre-ordered all version of his single (LE A, LE B, RE and NTV LE /sobs) and well, i'm waiting for it to reach Melo sensei's hands. She'll be passing the three copies (minus NTV) along with my Yamada Clearfile i'm going to buy over from her (and well, some yutoyama stuffs she wants to give away).

recently i'm starting to go back to slapping skincare products onto my face because of ryoko-hime (i mean, he did mask with yuto and idk his skin's flawless. just look). and so here i am trying to summon my otome side. seems to be working, i feel prettier. maybe sleeping early will help but being a fangirl is like "WHAT IS SLEEP?" so yes.

first pay is in and it feels good. i'll be preparing presents and well, treating my family to dinner i guess. and also spending money for my JUMP Calendar i've pre-ordered awhile back (yay!) and magazines. opps?

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2013, a new year
Tuesday, 1 January 2013 @ 11:36 am



あけおめことよろ！
It'll be a full blast ahead for 2013!

Happy New Year, and good bye 2012. i wouldn't say that it was always ups for the whole year because, no it wasn't. but one thing for sure, i wouldn't be able to pass it without my friends and family supporting.

special thanks to;

yanhannie darling umma:
gdi, i miss you already. we need to go hunt for a job together soon alright? thank you for always being there and allowing me to keep complaining (and well, bitching about people together). all i know would be that i wouldn't have gone through my JC life without you. words cant convey how much i love you okay! (crap, this is so sappy, you better not laugh if you're reading this). may we pass our A levels this year and get into the same university. or maybe ship ourselves to some overseas university. don't leave me behind okay?

stephanie halmunnie:
hey, thank you for always being there. i'm glad you got even closer this year. i know it's not a smooth year for you, but hopefully there are times where you've enjoyed yourself. i hope that this year would be smoother for you, your health would be better and may we pass our A levels and get into the same university too. also, thank you for phoning me in the middle of the night of my birthday, it amused me that we managed to talk for an hour on the phone, i love you!

family members:
doubt they'd be here reading but thank you for all the support that you've given me throughout 2012. dad, you are like my councilor, putting me back on track whenever i'm about to loose my direction and when i breakdown. tbh, i know what i'm suppose to do but it's really tiring, so i needed someone to reassure me. mum, thank you for driving my lazy ass to school everyday (except for a few days that you couldn't do that), because of that i managed to actually get decent attendance for school. lil brother, thank you for actually listening to me rant and taking my sleeping time away by flailing over things while we are on bed and about to sleep. well, they've been great support to me and i really love them so much.

teachers:
sorry for not passing up my tutorials and well, stuffs. but hey, i managed to finish them and actually sit for the actual A levels (and even one paper while i was having a fever). thank you for the efforts that you've put on us and hopefully our results wouldn't disappoint all of you because really, we've did our best (or at least I did what I could).

yantinga:
WELL YOU BETTER THANK ME FOR MAKING YOU COVER SONGS BECAUSE YOU ARE ADDICTED TO IT, YOU KNOW IT. well because of that i went to camp right after my As. thank you for flailing with me, even though i really can't be bothered with infinite, b.a.p and EXO now tbh. it's amazing that even though we have a senior/junior relationship, we are still so close (even if we've both graduated from secondary school already). well, xmm magnet much?

fandom friends:
keanne, vai, pau, mint, joana, jess, ams, jj, yan, emina, naya, misaki, yuu -baachan, melo, atikah sista, and more thank you all for being there for me. esp keanne, vai, pau, mint, misaki, naya, sista. well the rest too tbh.

thank you keanne 宝贝 for making me feel so loved and important, you are important to me too, really important. know that i'll always be there for you no matter what, so do LINE me alright? thank you for making me enter so many new fandoms because you've spammed me with all the videos of them and making me laugh so hard so many times. and thank you for not minding how awkward i am. i love you bb~

vai, dear daughter, we finally met in 2012! i will say again that you're so adorbs alright? thank you for always spamming me with yutoyama and well, spazzing with me. it's amusing how we are going all #hyakkaryobutt and #hyakkayubutt now and it's like our secret code or something.

pau, dear son, you've not been in fandom for awhile but i still love you. we've both graduated this year, and you're already in college right? good luck for your studies even though math is a bitch. and do come back to fandom from time to time~  

mint jiejie, thank you for always amusing me~ you are so kawaii, really. we're in most fandoms together and i really love to flail with you. let's keep up for being forever five year olds who are online and doing amazing stuffs.

joana and jess, joana i will not give you my hair this year too. jess we should flail more for taiwan fandom, i'll try to go back into taiwan fandom, though it's kind of hard since i only follow show luo and hu die jiejie (opps).

jj, even though we hardly talk (well we do but i'm still so awkward), i actually look up to you /shot/ i love your edits and stalking you is good (or maybe not) for my fumaken kokoro.

ams, yan and yuu baa-chan, i've only known your this year, but it's fun flailing with your.

naya, OUR FLAWLESS ROYAL FAMIRI WILL LIVE. you know i love giving you feels and yes i'm not even guilty. i will aim to give you even more feels this year, get ready. and thank you so much for flailing over okamori and yutoyama with me. i mean so much more for okamori because idk, feels like there's only both of us on the ship now. OUR SHIP WILL NEVER SINK. IF NOT WE WILL SINK WITH THIS SHIP.

misaki, woman i miss you because you dont know how i went all "MII-CHAN NO DONT LEAVE FANDOM BUT IF IT'S YOUR CHOICE I HAVE TO LET YOU GO BECAUSE I LOVE YOU" when you said you'd leave fandom. glad that you've found your way to twitter so we are still talking because you know you can't live without mehhhhhhh. /shot/

atikah sista, gdi stahp making me go all weird and do like crazy conversations with you at night. okay it's normal. yeah. ilu because yeah. we are crazy people. what else must i say? 

melo, thank you for baiting me into otoge fandom, i'm still depressed that i cant play dialovers somehow. i'll have to find a way to play it. thank you so much for helping me get things online and burning your wallet with me (no regrets /sobs). thank you for the SUMMARY 2011 screening and also, btw, you're really pretty .///////. may all the staska accounts come back soon so we can go all flaily again like on miyaji's birthday (they didnt come out on shiki's birthday ;o;).

others:
thank you for bearing with me for a year, please take care of me this year too.

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welp
Tuesday, 18 December 2012 @ 7:45 pm



i'm just lol bored. this gif is so amusing. anyway i'm still having a fever like urgh again. okay so i've been working for two weeks already. it's alright i guess.

okane for JUMP calendar and Mystery Virgin (no, seriously. that's the title of a single people). what else is new? I spend for JUMP. anyway i wanna catch up on shokura soon /collapses/

oh have i mentioned that i'll be entering avex's MAX 2013? yay good luck to me

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