Happy New Year
Friday, 1 January 2016 @ 10:56 pm



figured i should write something for the new year.

so i shall take a moment and look back at what happened in 2015~

January:
i was still hooked onto toshokan sensou, buying japanese novels, raving over v6.

grandma was almost hospitalised during this period, it was scary. but yes i spent most of my winter break in the hospital as a caregiver. pretty much about it.

p/s: i also started touken ranbu (oh god i havent played it for so long)

February:
it's the start of spring semester, i actually found out that i'm pretty darn good in history (well, my history was better than my geography to begin with, until secondary two when i liked geography better than history. it's just because of the history being tested in Os that i wasn't interested in). sociology of film's professor made me cry with 3 peas in a pod.

InCoWriMo! i'm still intending to participate this year

of course there's chinese new year

March:
i passed my BTT with full marks, not that it's reflected but i've still not gotten my driving license because i'm too lazy to find an instructor.

went to anisong world tour lantis festival in singapore with isabel (senpai) too! first ever concert and we are very proud of our lightsticks. we came out with a sore throat and muscle aches. bring out your inner wota.

April:
I HAD SOMEONE DRAWING A DOUJIN FOR MY FIC /SCREAMS/ it means so much for a writer. i am now a writer who has people drawing doujins for my fic. oh god no it just means a lot i remember going around telling people almost having tears in my eyes. this is what really keeps me writing. having people actually like what i write.

of course i was paralysed by the workload by here as usual. i had to list everything out and doing breathing exercises while i write my research papers and analyses. i know i had to write one paper like i was writing NaNoWriMo. i cant remember if the word count was 5,000 words or 10,000 words but yeah. we had to finish it in a week.

May:
semester break! i did a letter fic things where i wrote fic prompts by hand and send them out as letters. it was fun, i might do it again soon. also got the tickets to takizawa kabuki for katie and i.

i was in an au boom here iirc.

we caught avengers: age of ultron at midnight too! we were chill like this because we were having a family chalet. it was good, it was empty, it was freezing cold because we almost literally wore our pjs there.

June:
summer semester! we went to watch jurassic world. it was amusing because grandma watched with us and mum's freaking out in the theatre. dad and i were so chill like "oh he's gonna die". it was an empty month because i only had one module.

hello baby au was born here oh god. and we were planning for our yutoyama exchange.

July:
ansatsu kyoushitsu's live action movie with shuping! i was having a fever but it was worth going out to watch it. i also watched it another time with ingrid when she's in sg! so i met her and lisa mei for the first time and gosh cuties they are.

also, i dropped into the fandom of 盗墓笔记 just right here. cries a little. i blame dad. it's so good i'm still there.

i also got my fountain pens. also wen to the batting centre for the first time with shuping and ingrid! we obviously started to live our non-existential baseball life. i had adolescence psychology here and i really love the professor and the module. showed me that i'm good at social psychology for one thing.

August:
yye was happening! so i was juggling through papers and being an exchange moderator and then fell into being a pinch hitter. aka finishing a fic in 2-3 days

WE WENT TO THE BIRD PARK. MY BROTHER AND I WERE VERY EXCITED ABOUT IT AND SCREAMED "PENGUINS" ONCE WE WERE IN. we were more excited than our twin cousins who are in primary school. p/s: both of us are tertiary students. oops?
finals week was bad. i was sick as usual.

i also found out about how 盗墓笔记 fandom can suck your money through fics. they publish their fics into books. it amazes me because it doesnt happen in the english fandom and this is all so new. i regret everything but everything looks so pretty so yes i am still buying them /cries/ and they have very long and complicated stories. it is amazing.

Takizawa Kabuki with kaite! it was amazing. i wasnt really hyped for it because of the new fandom i am pretty obsessed with, but then once it started, i have a whole new respect for idols from johnny's entertainment. they are amazing and it is totally a different feeling from watching it on the dvd. the impact is great and i was never bored for a moment. salute to johnny kitagawa for saying that if we were bored for a moment during the duration of the concert/show, he would return our money back to us. it was really worth the money and i never regretted going for it. we also go very excited singing rasa sayang for the first time. it's like a mini NDP concert half way through for SG50.

September:
Penang trip half way through the fall semester. i was totally wind up which i dont even know why. well, i was decreasing my use of the laptop and being on my phone for long periods of time. penang trip was fun! the jeep up the penang hill was probably our highlight because it got colder, and i felt like i was going to fly down the damn hill. i swear it's not a hill but a mountain (it's just because singapore doesnt have such a high hill. i mean look at bukit timah hill ................)

i also almost fainted in school. it was horrible because i hit my head.

i also continued to marvel over how chinese is such an elegant and complicated language where you can say so much with so little words.

i've also started to knit again.

October:
went to watch boruto the movie and it was a new experience for me. i normally watch movies on my laptop and watching a naruto movie in the theatre was nice (okay i watched K the movie in the theatre too but that was a little different because it was only available for a few days. boruto was there for a longer time).

i didnt go around interacting with people a lot this period of time, both irl and online. it's not that i hate interaction. but i just felt like i needed to be alone. and basically because i'm spending all my time reading and i really dont like to be interrupted while i do that so ... yeah i kinda disappeared (i'm sorry!).

fall semester didn't feel like a semester because it still feels like i'm on semester break. it was bad.

November:
we had to do a poster for class. and we almost technically finished that in a day. look at us being so chill. we got full marks for that in the end. all ends well.

shuping and i did the dumbest thing we can for our birthday. basically buying each other a /cough/ pillow. no regrets.

December:
i ended up on 盗墓笔记's mobile game. yeap. /cries a little/ and then i turned 21. i also changed my phone. dad gave it to me as a birthday present (well, it helps. my previous phone dropped into the toilet bowl ..........................................).

and i was sick for almost half a month.

we went to batam! the go kart was fun. and i didnt sleep properly. and i was still sick when i was there so it doesn't really help.

went to karaoke with isabel (senpai), shuping, and laikeuw too. it was actually fun after we stopped being awkward. we basically trashed all songs except chinese songs. oops?

i think i met shuping the most this holiday.

last meet up was with yanhan, shuping and layling on the 30th. we went bowling www

and that was 2015!

thank you all for being part of my life, and i hope it will be better this year.

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welcome 2014
Wednesday, 1 January 2014 @ 11:27 am



happy new year!

and this is the start of a new year and i'm suppose to feel all refreshed and magical but no (okay i'm kidding). i'm not sure what i want to do this year, but for one, i think i want to continue doing well for my university course. imo i did pretty well for my first semester so i'm going to continue striving for good results. i just need to stop procrastinating ofc.

it was kinda funny that the first thing we did this year (during midnight) was to burst into the master bedroom and pose as an imaginary super sentai group (a.k.a. power rangers) in front of my dad. and yes, that's my mum, brother and me doing it so it was hilarious. it's just because we were wearing sentai like colours so we kinda rehearsed after our midnight prayer before bashing into the room and then collapse into a fit of giggle (fyi, my brother was in the middle because red, mum's blue while i'm green, and that was our pjs).

and if that's not epic enough, my brother and i did midnight cooking, and we devoured a pack of instant noodle each while watching Outbreak Company in our room. life is good and my room still smells of our noodles.

and so 2014 started well for me, and let's hope for the best this year.

may this year be good and be filled with good animes, oh i mean good ehrm ... experience idek

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2013, a new year
Tuesday, 1 January 2013 @ 11:36 am



あけおめことよろ!
It'll be a full blast ahead for 2013!

Happy New Year, and good bye 2012. i wouldn't say that it was always ups for the whole year because, no it wasn't. but one thing for sure, i wouldn't be able to pass it without my friends and family supporting.

special thanks to;

yanhannie darling umma:
gdi, i miss you already. we need to go hunt for a job together soon alright? thank you for always being there and allowing me to keep complaining (and well, bitching about people together). all i know would be that i wouldn't have gone through my JC life without you. words cant convey how much i love you okay! (crap, this is so sappy, you better not laugh if you're reading this). may we pass our A levels this year and get into the same university. or maybe ship ourselves to some overseas university. don't leave me behind okay?

stephanie halmunnie:
hey, thank you for always being there. i'm glad you got even closer this year. i know it's not a smooth year for you, but hopefully there are times where you've enjoyed yourself. i hope that this year would be smoother for you, your health would be better and may we pass our A levels and get into the same university too. also, thank you for phoning me in the middle of the night of my birthday, it amused me that we managed to talk for an hour on the phone, i love you!

family members:
doubt they'd be here reading but thank you for all the support that you've given me throughout 2012. dad, you are like my councilor, putting me back on track whenever i'm about to loose my direction and when i breakdown. tbh, i know what i'm suppose to do but it's really tiring, so i needed someone to reassure me. mum, thank you for driving my lazy ass to school everyday (except for a few days that you couldn't do that), because of that i managed to actually get decent attendance for school. lil brother, thank you for actually listening to me rant and taking my sleeping time away by flailing over things while we are on bed and about to sleep. well, they've been great support to me and i really love them so much.

teachers:
sorry for not passing up my tutorials and well, stuffs. but hey, i managed to finish them and actually sit for the actual A levels (and even one paper while i was having a fever). thank you for the efforts that you've put on us and hopefully our results wouldn't disappoint all of you because really, we've did our best (or at least I did what I could).

yantinga:
WELL YOU BETTER THANK ME FOR MAKING YOU COVER SONGS BECAUSE YOU ARE ADDICTED TO IT, YOU KNOW IT. well because of that i went to camp right after my As. thank you for flailing with me, even though i really can't be bothered with infinite, b.a.p and EXO now tbh. it's amazing that even though we have a senior/junior relationship, we are still so close (even if we've both graduated from secondary school already). well, xmm magnet much?

fandom friends:
keanne, vai, pau, mint, joana, jess, ams, jj, yan, emina, naya, misaki, yuu -baachan, melo, atikah sista, and more thank you all for being there for me. esp keanne, vai, pau, mint, misaki, naya, sista. well the rest too tbh.

thank you keanne 宝贝 for making me feel so loved and important, you are important to me too, really important. know that i'll always be there for you no matter what, so do LINE me alright? thank you for making me enter so many new fandoms because you've spammed me with all the videos of them and making me laugh so hard so many times. and thank you for not minding how awkward i am. i love you bb~

vai, dear daughter, we finally met in 2012! i will say again that you're so adorbs alright? thank you for always spamming me with yutoyama and well, spazzing with me. it's amusing how we are going all #hyakkaryobutt and #hyakkayubutt now and it's like our secret code or something.

pau, dear son, you've not been in fandom for awhile but i still love you. we've both graduated this year, and you're already in college right? good luck for your studies even though math is a bitch. and do come back to fandom from time to time~  

mint jiejie, thank you for always amusing me~ you are so kawaii, really. we're in most fandoms together and i really love to flail with you. let's keep up for being forever five year olds who are online and doing amazing stuffs.

joana and jess, joana i will not give you my hair this year too. jess we should flail more for taiwan fandom, i'll try to go back into taiwan fandom, though it's kind of hard since i only follow show luo and hu die jiejie (opps).

jj, even though we hardly talk (well we do but i'm still so awkward), i actually look up to you /shot/ i love your edits and stalking you is good (or maybe not) for my fumaken kokoro.

ams, yan and yuu baa-chan, i've only known your this year, but it's fun flailing with your.

naya, OUR FLAWLESS ROYAL FAMIRI WILL LIVE. you know i love giving you feels and yes i'm not even guilty. i will aim to give you even more feels this year, get ready. and thank you so much for flailing over okamori and yutoyama with me. i mean so much more for okamori because idk, feels like there's only both of us on the ship now. OUR SHIP WILL NEVER SINK. IF NOT WE WILL SINK WITH THIS SHIP.

misaki, woman i miss you because you dont know how i went all "MII-CHAN NO DONT LEAVE FANDOM BUT IF IT'S YOUR CHOICE I HAVE TO LET YOU GO BECAUSE I LOVE YOU" when you said you'd leave fandom. glad that you've found your way to twitter so we are still talking because you know you can't live without mehhhhhhh. /shot/

atikah sista, gdi stahp making me go all weird and do like crazy conversations with you at night. okay it's normal. yeah. ilu because yeah. we are crazy people. what else must i say? 

melo, thank you for baiting me into otoge fandom, i'm still depressed that i cant play dialovers somehow. i'll have to find a way to play it. thank you so much for helping me get things online and burning your wallet with me (no regrets /sobs). thank you for the SUMMARY 2011 screening and also, btw, you're really pretty .///////. may all the staska accounts come back soon so we can go all flaily again like on miyaji's birthday (they didnt come out on shiki's birthday ;o;).

others:
thank you for bearing with me for a year, please take care of me this year too.

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welcome 2014
Wednesday, 1 January 2014 @ 11:27 am



happy new year!

and this is the start of a new year and i'm suppose to feel all refreshed and magical but no (okay i'm kidding). i'm not sure what i want to do this year, but for one, i think i want to continue doing well for my university course. imo i did pretty well for my first semester so i'm going to continue striving for good results. i just need to stop procrastinating ofc.

it was kinda funny that the first thing we did this year (during midnight) was to burst into the master bedroom and pose as an imaginary super sentai group (a.k.a. power rangers) in front of my dad. and yes, that's my mum, brother and me doing it so it was hilarious. it's just because we were wearing sentai like colours so we kinda rehearsed after our midnight prayer before bashing into the room and then collapse into a fit of giggle (fyi, my brother was in the middle because red, mum's blue while i'm green, and that was our pjs).

and if that's not epic enough, my brother and i did midnight cooking, and we devoured a pack of instant noodle each while watching Outbreak Company in our room. life is good and my room still smells of our noodles.

and so 2014 started well for me, and let's hope for the best this year.

may this year be good and be filled with good animes, oh i mean good ehrm ... experience idek

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2013, a new year
Tuesday, 1 January 2013 @ 11:36 am



あけおめことよろ!
It'll be a full blast ahead for 2013!

Happy New Year, and good bye 2012. i wouldn't say that it was always ups for the whole year because, no it wasn't. but one thing for sure, i wouldn't be able to pass it without my friends and family supporting.

special thanks to;

yanhannie darling umma:
gdi, i miss you already. we need to go hunt for a job together soon alright? thank you for always being there and allowing me to keep complaining (and well, bitching about people together). all i know would be that i wouldn't have gone through my JC life without you. words cant convey how much i love you okay! (crap, this is so sappy, you better not laugh if you're reading this). may we pass our A levels this year and get into the same university. or maybe ship ourselves to some overseas university. don't leave me behind okay?

stephanie halmunnie:
hey, thank you for always being there. i'm glad you got even closer this year. i know it's not a smooth year for you, but hopefully there are times where you've enjoyed yourself. i hope that this year would be smoother for you, your health would be better and may we pass our A levels and get into the same university too. also, thank you for phoning me in the middle of the night of my birthday, it amused me that we managed to talk for an hour on the phone, i love you!

family members:
doubt they'd be here reading but thank you for all the support that you've given me throughout 2012. dad, you are like my councilor, putting me back on track whenever i'm about to loose my direction and when i breakdown. tbh, i know what i'm suppose to do but it's really tiring, so i needed someone to reassure me. mum, thank you for driving my lazy ass to school everyday (except for a few days that you couldn't do that), because of that i managed to actually get decent attendance for school. lil brother, thank you for actually listening to me rant and taking my sleeping time away by flailing over things while we are on bed and about to sleep. well, they've been great support to me and i really love them so much.

teachers:
sorry for not passing up my tutorials and well, stuffs. but hey, i managed to finish them and actually sit for the actual A levels (and even one paper while i was having a fever). thank you for the efforts that you've put on us and hopefully our results wouldn't disappoint all of you because really, we've did our best (or at least I did what I could).

yantinga:
WELL YOU BETTER THANK ME FOR MAKING YOU COVER SONGS BECAUSE YOU ARE ADDICTED TO IT, YOU KNOW IT. well because of that i went to camp right after my As. thank you for flailing with me, even though i really can't be bothered with infinite, b.a.p and EXO now tbh. it's amazing that even though we have a senior/junior relationship, we are still so close (even if we've both graduated from secondary school already). well, xmm magnet much?

fandom friends:
keanne, vai, pau, mint, joana, jess, ams, jj, yan, emina, naya, misaki, yuu -baachan, melo, atikah sista, and more thank you all for being there for me. esp keanne, vai, pau, mint, misaki, naya, sista. well the rest too tbh.

thank you keanne 宝贝 for making me feel so loved and important, you are important to me too, really important. know that i'll always be there for you no matter what, so do LINE me alright? thank you for making me enter so many new fandoms because you've spammed me with all the videos of them and making me laugh so hard so many times. and thank you for not minding how awkward i am. i love you bb~

vai, dear daughter, we finally met in 2012! i will say again that you're so adorbs alright? thank you for always spamming me with yutoyama and well, spazzing with me. it's amusing how we are going all #hyakkaryobutt and #hyakkayubutt now and it's like our secret code or something.

pau, dear son, you've not been in fandom for awhile but i still love you. we've both graduated this year, and you're already in college right? good luck for your studies even though math is a bitch. and do come back to fandom from time to time~  

mint jiejie, thank you for always amusing me~ you are so kawaii, really. we're in most fandoms together and i really love to flail with you. let's keep up for being forever five year olds who are online and doing amazing stuffs.

joana and jess, joana i will not give you my hair this year too. jess we should flail more for taiwan fandom, i'll try to go back into taiwan fandom, though it's kind of hard since i only follow show luo and hu die jiejie (opps).

jj, even though we hardly talk (well we do but i'm still so awkward), i actually look up to you /shot/ i love your edits and stalking you is good (or maybe not) for my fumaken kokoro.

ams, yan and yuu baa-chan, i've only known your this year, but it's fun flailing with your.

naya, OUR FLAWLESS ROYAL FAMIRI WILL LIVE. you know i love giving you feels and yes i'm not even guilty. i will aim to give you even more feels this year, get ready. and thank you so much for flailing over okamori and yutoyama with me. i mean so much more for okamori because idk, feels like there's only both of us on the ship now. OUR SHIP WILL NEVER SINK. IF NOT WE WILL SINK WITH THIS SHIP.

misaki, woman i miss you because you dont know how i went all "MII-CHAN NO DONT LEAVE FANDOM BUT IF IT'S YOUR CHOICE I HAVE TO LET YOU GO BECAUSE I LOVE YOU" when you said you'd leave fandom. glad that you've found your way to twitter so we are still talking because you know you can't live without mehhhhhhh. /shot/

atikah sista, gdi stahp making me go all weird and do like crazy conversations with you at night. okay it's normal. yeah. ilu because yeah. we are crazy people. what else must i say? 

melo, thank you for baiting me into otoge fandom, i'm still depressed that i cant play dialovers somehow. i'll have to find a way to play it. thank you so much for helping me get things online and burning your wallet with me (no regrets /sobs). thank you for the SUMMARY 2011 screening and also, btw, you're really pretty .///////. may all the staska accounts come back soon so we can go all flaily again like on miyaji's birthday (they didnt come out on shiki's birthday ;o;).

others:
thank you for bearing with me for a year, please take care of me this year too.

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