much feels. summer 3 hello.
Sunday, 6 July 2014 @ 9:48 pm
and i'm back from our chalet! that was me trying to convince people that i'm not running away from home
(not that there's actually a backpack with my laptop behind me so......). chalet was fun and filled with sob i have no regrets. and kinda just didnt sleep for 24hrs, which i'd probably never do again.
side note that i also went to watch K: Missing Kings with laikuew and isabel and we shall not spoil but gdi NOT OKAY. gonna see how they are gonna continue from that point on because i demand that they continue it.
and i've been back into the hsj fandom recently and just, i have a lot of feels for yutoyama rn. that and yamada's going to be in the movie "Grasshopper" and he's gonna be "Cicada" and i'm totally gungho for it rn. he is perfect for that role and i'm not even complaining. and i'm really looking forward to how he's going to pull that role off. that and i've read parts of the manga and it's spin-off and i really love it
(meaning that there's not much scanlation so i'm gonna get the whole bloody series because it's worth splurging for, both the manga, the character and yamada ryosuke).
and so that's all i did for my break between summer 1 and summer 3. and summer 3 is starting tomorrow. do you see how not ready i am rn.
Labels: animanga and idol spazz, johnny's entertainment, oh hi I'm riko, oh school, photograph, rants, university laifu
good bye summer1, hello to well earned week of rest
Tuesday, 1 July 2014 @ 12:17 am
and i am done with the first half of my summer semester! that is half a semester closer to becoming a year 2. and so i'm done with biopsychology's finals and we can only hope that i can pass this module so i wouldnt have to take it again. the only reason why i wore a dress for paper today was to increase my mood for the paper (just so i wouldnt be depressed). riko's logic for examination.
anyway what's over is over.
on the side note, pretty happy with fandom right now. can't believe i'm back on the roll in Hey! Say! JUMP fandom, and i'm loving them even more right now i wanna cry. basically started with having yutoyama fic exchange feels, since i participated and am one of the moderators. and then we had fic feels. and i managed to pull laikuew into fandom with fics and spammed her. no regrets. had a really fun time doing this tho, and i am going back into writing. look at how rusty my writing skills are right now.
on the side note, we all have pacific rim/AU feels now and i cannot.
CHALET ON FRIDAY AND I CANNOT WAIT TO SPEND CRAZY TIME TO MARATHON SHOWS WITH AWESOME PEOPLE I LOVE FROM UNIVERSITY. and then go and watch K: Missing Kings on Saturday.
this week will be a blast (and summer anime too~).Labels: animanga and idol spazz, hey say jump, johnny's entertainment, oh hi I'm riko, oh school, photograph, rants, university laifu
outing with the goddesses & old photos
Saturday, 24 May 2014 @ 10:54 pm
and this is the few times i bother to bring my camera out to snap photos. i would think i'm more of a photographer than a model (imo, i look better in selca, compared to me being awkward and standing there to pose).
i'm pretty glad to have met yanhan and stephanie today. my spring break is coming to an end, and since classes are starting on this coming tuesday. had lunch together and went around walking orchard. we caught up on tons of stuffs, and i'm pretty sure they are one of the few people that i can open up totally, face-to-face. it's not like i'm unfriendly, but both of them know me even tho we've only became friends during our time in JC. just ... really thankful for them to always calling me out (because they know i would be holed up at home if no one suggest about going out), and always being there even though i'm a very irritable person (not the friendliest person on earth, yeah?). tho we have different interests, i do think that we are pretty close.
thank you both of being here with me okay? like, both of you can actually stand me roaming around kinokuniya for japanese mangas/magazines and/or books for so long.
on the side note, as i said i bothered to connect my camera to the laptop, i found photos of my trip to taiwan from last year and also the family trip to the S.E.A aquarium.
putting this one here because this particular photo was taken after my first experience of an earthquake. that being said, this was actually the epicentre of the earthquake that was around 6 on the scale? i cant really remember it properly but it was pretty bad. we saw landslide as well, and being a geography student, i was pretty excited about it (even tho it's a natural disaster). excited because we cant experience stuff like this in Singapore and i'm seeing it first-hand after reading about them for years in textbooks and lecture notes.

oh yes, this was from the time i went to the S.E.A aquarium with my family. it's pretty and since dad was a marine life enthusiast, i pretty much clung to him and ask him tons of question while we slowly walked through the aquarium (my mum and brother were as keen to squeeze through the crowd tho). i really like the lightings for the different aquariums and how they set the coral reefs. they came our spectacular in the photographs (or at least most of them). and this trip has reminded me that i love to take microscopic-ish stuffs so i probably should invest in a new lens that focuses on ... well, tiny and near objects.
and so this is probably the most photos i have in my posts for a long time!
i should bring my camera out more often now and just snap away. true that my phone has a camera but getting my photos from phone to the laptop is more of a pain compared to transferring my photos from my camera to the laptop. so yes.
maybe i should even bring my camera to class so to take photos because i can.
Labels: johnny's entertainment, oh school, photograph, university laifu
second semester
Saturday, 8 February 2014 @ 8:48 pm
i am sob. first year second semester of university and i'm not really sure what am i suppose to do already. alright maybe not, it's just me feeling pretty much relaxed from the holiday and the workload is increasing, slowly but steadily. i am totally not ready for this. shouldn't even be on the laptop in the first place, but yes i am here just because i'm suppose to write an essay but i have no idea what to write /le sobs/.
on the side note, i'm in love with JUMP (again). their new single is really precious and i'm enjoying every bit of it. it's been a long time since i felt like that since last year. but with no doubt, i'm still much more into animanga than idols. i'm getting mangas instead of my usual idol magazines okay. my magazine shelf is pretty amazing in my opinion tbh (filled with seventeen, myojo, potato, wink up and duet).
there seriously isn't much that i can blog i guess, haven't been blogging much. i should just turn this blog into a anime review blog or smth.
on a side note, i've not been feeling well and this really isn't good as school's workload increases slowly.Labels: hey say jump, johnny's entertainment, oh hi I'm riko, oh school, university laifu
some updates and useless flails
Thursday, 23 May 2013 @ 6:36 pm
a few more days (a week actually) before i'm off to taiwan! with my family tho, but i'm looking forward to it since it's been a long time since we've traveled that far (the last time was easily five years back). well there's still the aim to travel with my friends (esp. yanhan), even if it's to malaysia it would be good (tho both of us are obsessed with korea and japan). well that's the happier news that's happening recently in RL.
on the not-so-nice side, time for appeal and stuffs. dad actually suggested that i wait for clemens's (my eldest cousin) ROD and go over to australia to study together and just work until then. that was actually very appealing, but no mum decided that i should try every means to remain in singapore so yes. i was thinking about just working this year to be honest. i mean, i would like to have more time. oh well, we'll just see what comes.
and so i continue my neet/hikki life. oh fandom-wise, i'm highly addicted to Jafar from Magi. here's my precious baby.
jafar from magi
ain't my baby pretty? i love him so much that i kept tweeting about him, causing mero jiji to dream about raining jafars (gomenacchai jiji!). well, thank you jiji too because she help me to get my jafar eyemask, which was apparently the last piece on amiami. anyway, jafar here is a professional assassin at the age of ten. yes i love him. my favourite character throughout the series.
apart from that, i've covered yi er fanclub with mero jiji (shamelessly links it over here)! well we had fun and mero jiji's presh. excuse me if we (more of me) destroyed your eardrums. i am five y/o because of my voice (esp when i sing, i dont even know why). well, once mint was playing one of my covers and her mum came in and said "her voice is so tiny", and mint said that i was five y/o. and her mum went "no wonder". yes i can pass of as five y/o with my voice.
i'm just trying to fill up this post with as much insignificant stuffs. oh i had pancakes for lunch (i made them) and played gundam on xbox360 with my brother. I ONLY KNOW KIRA. AND I CAN ONLY USE STRIKE FREEDOM, DEAL WITH IT.
oh talking about fandom, JUMP is releasing Come on a My House in June! their first single this year~ i've already pre-ordered my copies, no regrets (even if i have to wait for more than a month for them to come, as of now).
riko's mission in taiwan:
☆ buy clothes
☆ take tons of photos
☆ hunt for cosplay stuffs if possible
☆ hunt for light novels that are in chinese and doujinshis
☆ generally hunt for fandom stuffs
☆ get masks
☆ raid 7/11 and watsonsLabels: animanga and idol spazz, hey say jump, johnny's entertainment, oh hi I'm riko
ありがとう、ゆい!
Monday, 20 May 2013 @ 12:53 am
(stash of jyanizu stuffs yui passed onto me~)
let's try explaining this. last saturday (not the one that just passed), i've went to a shibuya gals gathering organised by kellykonomi with yanhan and i was the model for the dolly make up (i became a doll thanks for joann and yui sensei!). kinda embarrassed about how girly i looked so no, photos are at instagram tho. i'm thankful that everyone at the gathering were so friendly and thank you yui and joann for talking to me so i dont feel so awkward. vernesa was the model for shibuhara make with peiting as her sensei (makeup).
back to the main point, while talking, yui asked if i had any idols and yes the topic of 'johnny's entertainment' comes out and fellow fangirls unite! she asked if i would like to adopt her stuffs since she was getting married (おめでとう、ゆい!), and so i've got her stash of stuffs just this saturday (yes the one that just passed). you can't really see all the files of clippings because it's under those calendars and uchiwas, but they are precious because asdfghjkl all the chibiness.
本当にありがとう、ゆい!
ああ、今だけ知りました。ゆいはAKBカフェガールじゃん!
私も、あの時はAKBカフェに行きました。
i would've wanted to work there if they didn't close tho ;;
anyway here's a photo of me because i'm getting pumped up at dressing up properly now (instead of the usual FBT and running t-shirts from marathons). tattoo stockings are now my current obsession! i should really get a new job (part time or not), and invest more money on clothes. Labels: job, johnny's entertainment, oh hi I'm riko, photograph
The Author
looking through the camera lens
day after day, i take pictures. i do stupid things. things like eavesdropping. i develop films in that pitch-black darkness. i make a profit on people's feelings, when all the while, i'm hiding my own.
"it's nothing"
jeslyn // riko // kailing ♡
major in psychology and sociology ☆ infp
i'm a writer, want-to-be photographer. into japan, in terms of fashion, music, bands, culture, language and anime/managa. also an avid fujoshi and support the cause of love is equal.
sarcastic and closed in. prefer a book or video game over going outside. i have a hobby of collecting mangas and having deep talks (philosophical topics) with my dad. i can be an intellectually engaging partner, or totally just rubbish.
currently playing: playing with dolls / alice mare ost
much feels. summer 3 hello.
Sunday, 6 July 2014 @ 9:48 pm
and i'm back from our chalet! that was me trying to convince people that i'm not running away from home
(not that there's actually a backpack with my laptop behind me so......). chalet was fun and filled with sob i have no regrets. and kinda just didnt sleep for 24hrs, which i'd probably never do again.
side note that i also went to watch K: Missing Kings with laikuew and isabel and we shall not spoil but gdi NOT OKAY. gonna see how they are gonna continue from that point on because i demand that they continue it.
and i've been back into the hsj fandom recently and just, i have a lot of feels for yutoyama rn. that and yamada's going to be in the movie "Grasshopper" and he's gonna be "Cicada" and i'm totally gungho for it rn. he is perfect for that role and i'm not even complaining. and i'm really looking forward to how he's going to pull that role off. that and i've read parts of the manga and it's spin-off and i really love it
(meaning that there's not much scanlation so i'm gonna get the whole bloody series because it's worth splurging for, both the manga, the character and yamada ryosuke).
and so that's all i did for my break between summer 1 and summer 3. and summer 3 is starting tomorrow. do you see how not ready i am rn.
Labels: animanga and idol spazz, johnny's entertainment, oh hi I'm riko, oh school, photograph, rants, university laifu
good bye summer1, hello to well earned week of rest
Tuesday, 1 July 2014 @ 12:17 am
and i am done with the first half of my summer semester! that is half a semester closer to becoming a year 2. and so i'm done with biopsychology's finals and we can only hope that i can pass this module so i wouldnt have to take it again. the only reason why i wore a dress for paper today was to increase my mood for the paper (just so i wouldnt be depressed). riko's logic for examination.
anyway what's over is over.
on the side note, pretty happy with fandom right now. can't believe i'm back on the roll in Hey! Say! JUMP fandom, and i'm loving them even more right now i wanna cry. basically started with having yutoyama fic exchange feels, since i participated and am one of the moderators. and then we had fic feels. and i managed to pull laikuew into fandom with fics and spammed her. no regrets. had a really fun time doing this tho, and i am going back into writing. look at how rusty my writing skills are right now.
on the side note, we all have pacific rim/AU feels now and i cannot.
CHALET ON FRIDAY AND I CANNOT WAIT TO SPEND CRAZY TIME TO MARATHON SHOWS WITH AWESOME PEOPLE I LOVE FROM UNIVERSITY. and then go and watch K: Missing Kings on Saturday.
this week will be a blast (and summer anime too~).Labels: animanga and idol spazz, hey say jump, johnny's entertainment, oh hi I'm riko, oh school, photograph, rants, university laifu
outing with the goddesses & old photos
Saturday, 24 May 2014 @ 10:54 pm
and this is the few times i bother to bring my camera out to snap photos. i would think i'm more of a photographer than a model (imo, i look better in selca, compared to me being awkward and standing there to pose).
i'm pretty glad to have met yanhan and stephanie today. my spring break is coming to an end, and since classes are starting on this coming tuesday. had lunch together and went around walking orchard. we caught up on tons of stuffs, and i'm pretty sure they are one of the few people that i can open up totally, face-to-face. it's not like i'm unfriendly, but both of them know me even tho we've only became friends during our time in JC. just ... really thankful for them to always calling me out (because they know i would be holed up at home if no one suggest about going out), and always being there even though i'm a very irritable person (not the friendliest person on earth, yeah?). tho we have different interests, i do think that we are pretty close.
thank you both of being here with me okay? like, both of you can actually stand me roaming around kinokuniya for japanese mangas/magazines and/or books for so long.
on the side note, as i said i bothered to connect my camera to the laptop, i found photos of my trip to taiwan from last year and also the family trip to the S.E.A aquarium.
putting this one here because this particular photo was taken after my first experience of an earthquake. that being said, this was actually the epicentre of the earthquake that was around 6 on the scale? i cant really remember it properly but it was pretty bad. we saw landslide as well, and being a geography student, i was pretty excited about it (even tho it's a natural disaster). excited because we cant experience stuff like this in Singapore and i'm seeing it first-hand after reading about them for years in textbooks and lecture notes.

oh yes, this was from the time i went to the S.E.A aquarium with my family. it's pretty and since dad was a marine life enthusiast, i pretty much clung to him and ask him tons of question while we slowly walked through the aquarium (my mum and brother were as keen to squeeze through the crowd tho). i really like the lightings for the different aquariums and how they set the coral reefs. they came our spectacular in the photographs (or at least most of them). and this trip has reminded me that i love to take microscopic-ish stuffs so i probably should invest in a new lens that focuses on ... well, tiny and near objects.
and so this is probably the most photos i have in my posts for a long time!
i should bring my camera out more often now and just snap away. true that my phone has a camera but getting my photos from phone to the laptop is more of a pain compared to transferring my photos from my camera to the laptop. so yes.
maybe i should even bring my camera to class so to take photos because i can.
Labels: johnny's entertainment, oh school, photograph, university laifu
second semester
Saturday, 8 February 2014 @ 8:48 pm
i am sob. first year second semester of university and i'm not really sure what am i suppose to do already. alright maybe not, it's just me feeling pretty much relaxed from the holiday and the workload is increasing, slowly but steadily. i am totally not ready for this. shouldn't even be on the laptop in the first place, but yes i am here just because i'm suppose to write an essay but i have no idea what to write /le sobs/.
on the side note, i'm in love with JUMP (again). their new single is really precious and i'm enjoying every bit of it. it's been a long time since i felt like that since last year. but with no doubt, i'm still much more into animanga than idols. i'm getting mangas instead of my usual idol magazines okay. my magazine shelf is pretty amazing in my opinion tbh (filled with seventeen, myojo, potato, wink up and duet).
there seriously isn't much that i can blog i guess, haven't been blogging much. i should just turn this blog into a anime review blog or smth.
on a side note, i've not been feeling well and this really isn't good as school's workload increases slowly.Labels: hey say jump, johnny's entertainment, oh hi I'm riko, oh school, university laifu
some updates and useless flails
Thursday, 23 May 2013 @ 6:36 pm
a few more days (a week actually) before i'm off to taiwan! with my family tho, but i'm looking forward to it since it's been a long time since we've traveled that far (the last time was easily five years back). well there's still the aim to travel with my friends (esp. yanhan), even if it's to malaysia it would be good (tho both of us are obsessed with korea and japan). well that's the happier news that's happening recently in RL.
on the not-so-nice side, time for appeal and stuffs. dad actually suggested that i wait for clemens's (my eldest cousin) ROD and go over to australia to study together and just work until then. that was actually very appealing, but no mum decided that i should try every means to remain in singapore so yes. i was thinking about just working this year to be honest. i mean, i would like to have more time. oh well, we'll just see what comes.
and so i continue my neet/hikki life. oh fandom-wise, i'm highly addicted to Jafar from Magi. here's my precious baby.
jafar from magi
ain't my baby pretty? i love him so much that i kept tweeting about him, causing mero jiji to dream about raining jafars (gomenacchai jiji!). well, thank you jiji too because she help me to get my jafar eyemask, which was apparently the last piece on amiami. anyway, jafar here is a professional assassin at the age of ten. yes i love him. my favourite character throughout the series.
apart from that, i've covered yi er fanclub with mero jiji (shamelessly links it over here)! well we had fun and mero jiji's presh. excuse me if we (more of me) destroyed your eardrums. i am five y/o because of my voice (esp when i sing, i dont even know why). well, once mint was playing one of my covers and her mum came in and said "her voice is so tiny", and mint said that i was five y/o. and her mum went "no wonder". yes i can pass of as five y/o with my voice.
i'm just trying to fill up this post with as much insignificant stuffs. oh i had pancakes for lunch (i made them) and played gundam on xbox360 with my brother. I ONLY KNOW KIRA. AND I CAN ONLY USE STRIKE FREEDOM, DEAL WITH IT.
oh talking about fandom, JUMP is releasing Come on a My House in June! their first single this year~ i've already pre-ordered my copies, no regrets (even if i have to wait for more than a month for them to come, as of now).
riko's mission in taiwan:
☆ buy clothes
☆ take tons of photos
☆ hunt for cosplay stuffs if possible
☆ hunt for light novels that are in chinese and doujinshis
☆ generally hunt for fandom stuffs
☆ get masks
☆ raid 7/11 and watsonsLabels: animanga and idol spazz, hey say jump, johnny's entertainment, oh hi I'm riko
ありがとう、ゆい!
Monday, 20 May 2013 @ 12:53 am
(stash of jyanizu stuffs yui passed onto me~)
let's try explaining this. last saturday (not the one that just passed), i've went to a shibuya gals gathering organised by kellykonomi with yanhan and i was the model for the dolly make up (i became a doll thanks for joann and yui sensei!). kinda embarrassed about how girly i looked so no, photos are at instagram tho. i'm thankful that everyone at the gathering were so friendly and thank you yui and joann for talking to me so i dont feel so awkward. vernesa was the model for shibuhara make with peiting as her sensei (makeup).
back to the main point, while talking, yui asked if i had any idols and yes the topic of 'johnny's entertainment' comes out and fellow fangirls unite! she asked if i would like to adopt her stuffs since she was getting married (おめでとう、ゆい!), and so i've got her stash of stuffs just this saturday (yes the one that just passed). you can't really see all the files of clippings because it's under those calendars and uchiwas, but they are precious because asdfghjkl all the chibiness.
本当にありがとう、ゆい!
ああ、今だけ知りました。ゆいはAKBカフェガールじゃん!
私も、あの時はAKBカフェに行きました。
i would've wanted to work there if they didn't close tho ;;
anyway here's a photo of me because i'm getting pumped up at dressing up properly now (instead of the usual FBT and running t-shirts from marathons). tattoo stockings are now my current obsession! i should really get a new job (part time or not), and invest more money on clothes. Labels: job, johnny's entertainment, oh hi I'm riko, photograph