a tiny reflection
Friday, 2 May 2014 @ 6:29 pm


and so i have completed two of my papers, one more left.

not sure what to blog about. i've not been doing really good in articulating what happened in a day or what am i feeling like ... after i entered secondary three (basically at the end of 2008). shall do some self reflection instead of revising for my last paper. well hey, it's not finals week if you dont procrastinate.


all in all, i think my character sucks. with all my true opinion of myself, i think my character sucks, a lot. one thing would be that i'm really short tempered and i wouldnt think twice before shooting sarcasm or insulting people in a roundabout way (or even directly when i'm mean enough). other than that, i think i shout a lot. hey i was reprimanded once that i should not scream because my voice is apparently 'screechy'. (was told by some that i have a dolly voice at times too idek what is my voice even. maybe i just sound like five. idk)

i really think that my friends are really ... nice to be still with me? really thankful for all of them still being with me despite my shitty personality. i actually miss the days in JC. just because i can just stay silent for the whole day and not speak (because i know i would start being a total asshole), and i dont have to explain myself (because yanhan would help me explain how i dont want to talk). she's gonna have a field trip is she reads this but yeah, she probably knows me the best even though we've only known each other since 2011 (damn, three years only? it felt like i know her since forever).

hey, online friends as well alright? just ... truly grateful for everyone that still talks to me.

so yeah.

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